It’s difficult to keep chasing someone who has chosen to ‘un-love’ you.
Time truly flies. To me, it feels like everything happened just yesterday, and not eight months ago. I still remember each and everything that took place. During that time, all I could do was cry. I couldn’t eat. I couldn’t sleep.
I kept losing weight. The dark circles underneath my eyes became a permanent feature. And instead of resting or trying to divert my mind, I would continue listening to the saddest songs and torturing myself till dawn. I would keep crying until I got tired, and I couldn’t possibly cry any longer. I felt completely lost and out-of-place all the time.
Because I had loved him too much, to a point where nothing was left of me. On some nights, I would continue walking without a specific destination in mind, until I would suddenly find myself in a park near my home.
This park held a lot of significance in my life. It was the place where we shared uncountable memories together, the place where it all started, the place where we used to discuss our hopes and dreams in life.
I would just sit there, aimlessly staring at the happy couple there, who looked like old portraits of us. I would just find a corner and keep seeing his face everywhere. Every single movie, every song, every meal, every place, and pretty much every simple thing made me think of him. - Continue reading on next page