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  • She isn’t going to text you, even when she’s thinking about you every single day

    At night, when she snuggles up alone in her bed, holding on to her pillow with her eyes shut tight, she will think of all the words that are trapped in her mind, all the questions that have been left unanswered, and all the stories that she wanted to narrate. She will toss and turn around and make an effort to just wipe them away from her mind, to stop herself from picking up the phone, to fall asleep at least once without the thought of you on her mind. When it becomes unbearable, she might even type out all the messages and spill out every single thing that’s been racing her mind. But she won’t press ‘send’. She will delete every single thing she types as soon as her rationality kicks in.

    At night, when she snuggles up alone in her bed, holding on to her pillow with her eyes shut tight, she will think of all the words that are trapped in her mind, all the questions that have been left unanswered, and all the stories that she wanted to narrate. She will toss and turn around and make an effort to just wipe them away from her mind, to stop herself from picking up the phone, to fall asleep at least once without the thought of you on her mind. When it becomes unbearable, she might even type out all the messages and spill out every single thing that’s been racing her mind. But she won’t press ‘send’. She will delete every single thing she types as soon as her rationality kicks in.

    But she still can’t seem to fall asleep. She will check your Facebook profile just to see who’s been posting on your timeline recently. She will open your Instagram profile, all the while making sure she doesn’t end up double tapping on that picture of you from weeks ago. She will stop herself from opening all your snap stories. And she will make sure that she never gives up her secret: she never stopped thinking about you, not even for a second.

    She really does want to text you. Her heart keeps on begging her to take a leap of faith, to just send you a simple ‘hey’ text and then see what happens next. But her brain will never allow that to happen. It won’t let her slip. It won’t let her give into this single moment of weakness. It won’t allow herself to become vulnerable in front of you, even when the only thing her heart wants to do is to hear your voice once, ask you how you’re doing and see your name on her mobile’s screen.

    She will refuse to send you a text, because you haven’t sent her a single text either. And she’s well aware of what that means. She knows it’s because the thought of talking to her never crossed your mind. You never saw an old picture, or heard that song you both loved, or ate at the restaurant you always went together, and thought to yourself, “This is making me miss her so much. I should call or text and ask where she’s been.

    So she continues to lie down in her empty bed. She struggles to constantly stop herself from sending you a text, while you go through your everyday life without a single trouble. It isn’t easy for her to keep resisting you. But you’re the one who already forgot about her without any problem.– Continue reading on the next page

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