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  • She will keep acting like she doesn’t care, but it’s killing her slowly

    She will keep acting like she doesn’t mind when you don’t pick up any of her calls, when you take hours and hours just to reply to a simple text, and when you cancel plans at the last minute after she is already dressed and ready to leave. She will keep pretending that she has everything in control, that she isn’t an emotional wreck because of the way you keep treating her, that she has so many other things to stress about, and that you don’t have the power to keep playing with her heart until it finally breaks down into tiny little pieces.

    She will keep acting like she doesn’t mind when you don’t pick up any of her calls, when you take hours and hours just to reply to a simple text, and when you cancel plans at the last minute after she is already dressed and ready to leave. She will keep pretending that she has everything in control, that she isn’t an emotional wreck because of the way you keep treating her, that she has so many other things to stress about, and that you don’t have the power to keep playing with her heart until it finally breaks down into tiny little pieces.

    She will keep telling the world that she is happy with everything in her life, that she doesn’t cry herself to sleep on most nights because of a guy who never listens, that she isn’t spending her days wondering about when he’ll finally start caring, and that she hasn’t trapped herself in an endless cycle of despair.

    She will act and she will pretend and she will tell the world all these lies because she isn’t willing to look weak. To look dependent. To look clingy. Or to look desperate.

    But she isn’t putting up this constant act just to make sure you’re impressed by her, just to ensure that you’re thinking highly of her, or just to portray herself as a strong woman who is worthy of all your love and your time.

    The person who benefits most from this act is her own self! She isn’t willing to accept how badly she needs you. She isn’t ready to admit that some guy can actually control how good or how bad she might feel about her life.

    She needs to know that she’s tougher than that. That she won’t break down the minute you leave. That she hasn’t fallen completely and irreversibly into the trap of love. And that she hasn’t ended up exactly like the person she always avoided to become.

    She will keep acting like it never mattered to her whether she eventually ends up with you or not. She will keep acting like she hasn’t already imagined an entire future with you. She will keep acting like there’s so much more to her life than this one relationship. She will keep acting because she hopes to fool herself that all of this is actually the truth. That she really can survive without you in her life. That she can live her life alone if this doesn’t end well. That you are just another guy in her life. That you’re not the guy. That you’re Not ‘The one’!– Continue reading on the next page

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