I am so sick and tired of playing the games that are involved with falling in love. I am so over all of that immature nonsense. I no longer want to keep wasting my time with people who are only going to play around with me; with people who don’ take me seriously. When it comes to relationships and romance, I want to put it all out into the open.
I want to wear my heart on my sleeve and I am going to expect the same from anyone I choose to date. I am going to be completely transparent and I’m going to demand transparency from anyone who wants to get intimate with me. I am so done with all the lies. I am done with all the deceit. I am done with all the games.
I don’t want to play anymore. I don’t want to get with players anymore. I don’t want to be with anyone who is going to settle for half measures. I want someone who is going to go all the way with me. I want someone who is always going to give me the maximum effort. Anything less than that, I’m not interested in.
I am the kind of woman who is going to love a man with all of my heart. I never like to hold back when it comes to love and emotions. I never try to act pretentious with my love. I never try to make it seem like I’m not serious about falling in love. I am ALWAYS going to keep it real. I am never going to hold back.
I am never going to be withholding of my affection. I am not going to be the kind of girl who would be content with temporary flings. I am definitely not interested in any casual hookups. I don’t want to have anything to do with a guy who has no intentions of making things last with me for the long-term.
If you are interested in getting with me, then you have to make sure that you give me your everything. I am not going to settle for substandard efforts. I am not going to settle for half measures. I want you to give me all of you or I want nothing at all. I want you to make me your everything or I will be your nothing. There is no middle ground.
It’s really this simple for me. If you truly want to be in my life, then you would definitely do everything in your power to keep me. You would have to do as much as you can to sustain whatever love exists between the two of us. If you’re genuinely interested in being with me, then you would always be doing whatever it takes to make me happy.
If you want to be with me, then you would be moving around your schedule to make sure that you can actually accommodate me in your life. It’s not as complicated as a lot of people tend to make it out to be. It’s either you want me to stay with you forever and you do everything in your power to make sure that that happens – or you just don’t try at all. It’s that simple. That’s how I believe it should always be. That’s how I want things to be with you and me.
In my view, love is something that can’t be undertaken so casually and so nonchalantly. Love is something that you really have to b taking seriously. For me, love is something that you need to be giving your whole self to. It’s something that you really need to be conscious about. It’s not a mere accessory to life.
Love is life. And if you don’t take care of your love as you would your own life, then there’s really no point. Love is an experience that you need to be taking in with consciousness and gratitude. It’s something that you always have to be mindful of. It’s something that you always need to be taking in.
There is no such thing as a grey area in love – and if you feel like you’re in that boundary with me, then you just need to check out. I am not having it. That’s not what love is and it’s far from what it’s supposed to be. And I’m very uninterested in it. That’s definitely not what I want.
I made a decision long ago to never be tolerant of a guy’s bull crap. I told myself that I would never be okay with anything less than true love. And if you’re just virtually incapable of giving me the love that I need; the love that I demand. I’m not interested in cute puppy loves. I want the kind that is full of passion and fireworks.
I feel the exact same way. Still waiting though…