One day, you’re going to stop worrying about whether it’s all still worth it.
One day, you’re going to meet someone who will love you so truly, so deeply, and so unconditionally, you will start to forget about all of the struggles that you’ve had to actually get to this point. And you will no longer wonder if you’re actually still worthy of love.
You won’t have to think if you have to follow-up on someone because they haven’t responded to your text message about a second date. You won’t have to think about what to wear because you know they would judge you for not dressing up properly. You won’t have to think about whether you’re being too much in the relationship because you’re afraid you might end up pushing them away. You won’t have to think about your worth in the relationship because they would never give you the security that you need in love.
One day, you’re going to find a love that won’t make you go through all of that. Luckily for you, you’re going to find someone who is going to love you the way that you’ve always wanted the way that you’ve always needed. You’re going to love someone who will love you for being you. And it’s then when you will finally realize that the pursuit of true love is always going to be he most worthwhile pursuit.
One day, you’re going to find a love that will make you feel understood and valued. This is someone who is going to love and accept you for the entirety of you with flaws and all. This is someone who is going to appreciate all of your little quirks. This is someone who is going to love the way that your nose crinkles when you smile. This is someone who is going to love the way that you snort when you chuckle. This is someone who is going to love your little skin blemishes and childhood scars. This is someone who is going to love your little wrinkles. This is someone who knows about whatever emotional baggage you might have and loves you regardless. This is someone who will let you hog up more space on the bed because they would want you to feel as comfortable as possible when you’re together.
One day, you’re going to find a love that will be a consistent presence in your life. This is someone who will love you and every little thing about you. This is someone who will laugh, cry, smile, and be silly with you all while maintaining a love for you in the process. This is someone who will accept all facets of your personality, even the bad ones, because they help make you who you are.
But don’t take it the wrong way. This person isn’t going to put you on a pedestal. This person isn’t going to put too much pressure on you to be perfect. This person is going to see you for who you really are on the inside. This person is never going to force you to change. This person is never going to force you to act in ways that make you uncomfortable. This is a person who is going to proudly wear their emotions on their sleeve for you. This person will be proud to show you off to the public. This person will be proud to be with you for as long as you stay together.
One day, you’re going to find a love that will make everything feel easy and simple. You’re going to find a love that will make you feel like all of your patience actually paid off. You’re going to find someone who will make you believe in the whole concept of fairy tales and happy endings again even when so many heartbreaks have made you become cynical. You’re going to find someone who will restore your faith in love and in romance. You’re going to find a love that will bring endless happiness and joy to your days. You’re going to find a love that will make you want to shout from the rooftops in utter elation.
And until you do find that love, just continue to have faith. Just try to maintain your belief in yourself. Even when you feel dejected and underappreciated, just keep going on. Just keep on living life. Just keep on pursuing the love that you wish for yourself to have. Just keep on trying. And failing. And try even harder. Grow. Learn. Love. Get Hurt. And love some more. Because at the end of the day, when you do find the love that you know is right for you, everything is going to be worth it.