She doesn’t think about you anymore because you never really gave her anything good to think about back when you were together.
She no longer thinks about you because she knows it’s unhealthy to think about all of those times that you just rejected her. She no longer thinks about you because she wants to be able to erase all of those memories of heartbreak and disappointment that you gave her. She no longer likes to think about all the times she lost sleep at the thought of losing you. She no longer likes to think about how she lay awake at night thinking about how she could fix this broken relationship with you. She no longer thinks about the times of anxiety and uncertainty that you always managed to give her when you were together.
She doesn’t think about you anymore because you never really gave her anything good to think about back when you were together. She doesn’t like to think about all those times that you chose to prioritize yourself over the relationship. She doesn’t like to think about all those times you lashed out at her because you were in a bad mood even when it wasn’t her fault. She doesn’t like to think about all those times when she wrongfully gave you a chance over and over again even when you weren’t deserving of it. She doesn’t like to think about all those times she was being foolish and stupid by continuously allowing you to plague and harass her in ways that no one ever could.
She doesn’t like to think about how she always allowed herself to give you the opportunity to hurt her. She doesn’t like to think about how she felt like a million miles away from you even when you were sitting beside each other on the couch. She doesn’t like to think about the coldness that you always made her feel even though it was a bright summer day. She doesn’t like to think about those times she tried her best to make you happy even though all you did was break her heart on a consistent basis. She no longer likes to think about being stuck in a relationship with a person who seemed like he didn’t want to be there. She no longer likes to think about the times when she felt so alone even when you were in the same room together.
She doesn’t like to think about you because she is too busy thinking about all of the other people who are around her now; the people who aren’t afraid of showing her that she is loved and valued. She doesn’t like to think about you anymore because her thoughts are consumed by all of the appreciation and love that she is receiving from all of the people in her life; the same kind of love and appreciation that you could just never seem to give her. She no longer likes to think all of those excuses that you gave her because she now sees that if people really want to stay in your life, they would make an effort to do so; and no excuse would be strong enough to stop them. She no longer likes to think of you because now,
her life is filled with people who give her everything that you deliberately chose not to give her. She no longer thinks about you because she hated how she used to feel guilty about having to ask you to spend time with her. She no longer thinks about you because she never really asked you to give her the kind of fairytale love affair that she deserved. She no longer thinks about you because she knows that you wouldn’t have been willing to give her anything that she needed anyway. She no longer likes to think about all those times where all she wanted from you was a chance for her to actually make this love work. She no longer likes to think about the times that her heart led her to dark places she would soon regret going to.
She no longer likes to think about the times wherein she constantly debated moving on or staying in this toxic relationship with you. She no longer likes to think about you because she hated how she always gave you all the chances in the world even when you couldn’t do the same for her. But ultimately, she doesn’t like to think about you because she now realizes that you aren’t a person who is worthy of her thoughts. She was always thinking about you in the past, but you chose to take that for granted. She now understands that you don’t deserve a space in her mind and in her heart. She’s moved on to a happier place and she’s leaving you behind. She is leaving all thoughts and memories of you where it belongs in the past.
